Ask me

Why I hate valentines day
Why I’m not watching tonight’s meteor shower
Why I smoke
Why I go on long drives
Why I sit by myself
Why I’m losing weight
Why I cut my hair
Why I’m alone in bed
Why my eyes are puffy
Why I can’t trust anyone
Why I can’t sleep
Why my normal state of emotion is depression
Why I’m writing this post

237am

I’m alone. Here I am still staring at my laptop so effin stressed cause I have no idea where to start. My paper work is due in 10 hours and I haven’t written a single damn word down. On top of that. I wonder if I made a mistake. But there’s no turning back. All I can say is I’m alone and my heart is heavy. There was nothing you could’ve done differently so I’m not going to get into the cliches.
Look on the brightside. I saved you from me. I let you down the nicest way I knew how to cause you’re still my friend.
Reality is. I fucked up real bad. But you don’t need to know the details. I’m over, done and moving on.